When DYM met 'Rubbish'

(this photo i self-portrait my self with my cellphone..i'm not in the mood during this shot)

As a human especially a mother of two, till now i'm still concerned about how people view my art from eyes to their heart?

Am i still not qualified to demand a good rate on my art or i need to follow the market's flow to survive?

perhaps, i'd rather choose to be starving and living in the cave than selling my art, idea and creativity to people who take an advantage for their own good. 

It's totally sucks when we met wrong person who talk like so well know about everything which is related to art. 

frankly speaking, i am so frustrated and deadly frustrated, why? BECAUSE I MET WRONG 'SO POYO PUNYA ORANGS'! They gave me a hope and yet i'm feel so appreciated at the first place, its funny within two, three days after, this both 'SO POYO PUNYA ORANGS' is BORAK BUBBLE. As per discussion i tell them some of my fresh ideas for the job as their promised and of course they act like so 'PROFESSIONAL & AFFLUENT' and now i realized that they nothing difference like a rubbish. I am so worry if my ideas is be  invoked  and copy by this two bubbles.

I am so down to the earth due to no one understand me, my art, my idea, my creativity, my commitment and my golden time or maybe i do not qualified for all of this. Yes i am Give Up.

however, I must accepted the fact and take it as experience of my life.


xoxo
Diana Yan Manan.